NeasEverything

Wierd title? Even weirder Dream, last night I had the most wierd drem I've had in ages. I was at my grandmothers summer house with Klaus and a random guy and some girl. You know Klaus from The vampire diaries and The Originals? The hot hybrid. Anyway, for some reason I was biking, and the others were Walking, we were supposted to go to my old home that is about 1 Swedish mile from the house. I was the only one with a bike and we started to walk and bike to our goal. 5mins after start we started talking about love. Klaus told us he never loved anyone, that it was noone that he would ever would die for, noone he would give he´s Life to save. Then one of the others, pretty sure it was the girl, tried to kill me to prove a Point and Klaus jumped in front of me fast as fire, so I wouldn´t get hurt at all. He picked me up and tock me over the road were there for som reason were a Cave. A very very dark Cave. He told me that he needed to protect me cause he didn´t wanna lose...

with these Three songs. okey well one of them is a cover, but still. It's a song. You&I with Liz Gillies https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nst7Jo9YsJA She does it soo good, and she is really Beautiful, also, an Amazing singer. go check it out if u haven't already put it in your main playlist. Have u Heard Teen idle by Marina & The Diamonds? I have, not that I knew the singer beforei looked it up just now. I found the sng thru a fanvid for Kathryn Merteuil, a mix of scenes from diffrent Movies and shows with SMG. I'll link u in case u wanna check it out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcOVSQcAmEE the last one is like a lovestory that actually Went right for ones. Don't get me wrong, I've seen love thats been alive til Death do tem apart, but Young love isn't Always like that. Specially not when u fall in love with your best friend, much less when the best friend is of the same sex as you. well at least that is how I see this vid and the song to ...

I soo want a smoke right now. No I'm not gonna get one, but I really want to, even thou I dont wanna smoke. Thats totally normal right? Well when u ones been smoking people say it is totally normal. So i guess it is. maybe I should get that icecream that I know is in the freezer. If this was a vlog u would know now that I did run of to get the icecreambox, but seeing as it is a blog you can't see that. But I did!! =D It's lactos free vanilla icecream with choclate chips and it's so my fav. I just love it right now. I been having a hard time blogging so I haven't been on here a lot, but hey. It's not like I have 5k folloers to make happy so it doesn't really matter. well i see u later. xoxo

If u read that in my ton of voice you would understand how happy I am. I mean how many people get the second job they apply to. So yeah I feel really lucky. I been a substitute in this nursing home for nearly a year now. And I love it so of course I'm happy and I'm good at what I do. I have a lot to learn, really A Lot.  But I'll learn with time, my colleagues are the best so I can ask questions as much as I need and I'll get help if I need it. So I have my first day on schedule on Monday so I hope it will go okey. I know the job of course I do after a year. But it's just so much more now, paperwork and things. Well I guess it will go alright. Cross ur fingers for me. Xoxo